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Last Sunday... I supposed to sing sa St.Anne kaso I remembered na feast day... so since sabi ko di naman ako naka-practice dahil bc ako ng nagdaang linggo.. I decided na wag na lang kumanta... kahiya naman noh!!! When I arrived sa simbahan... jusko... daming tao... as in... I really missed yung mga nagdaang taon na sobrang busy kami sa preparation ang all... pero this year I choose to be silent lang muna... as in sobrang silent di ako sumama sa mga activities... siguro dahil pagod na din ako with my service sa SFC tapos service again sa St.Anne as choir... so kaya di muna ako kumakanta sa St.Anne... I focused muna sa SFC... Heto pagpasok ko sa simbahan... I saw Kuya Edwin Tamayo kasama niya si Joahna... kinukulet ko siya sa text... tapos sabi niya nasa kabilang side sina Reggie... kaya after the mass... yun... lakwatsya kami... [Joahna, Reggie, Edwin T., Poy & me] and since late bday celebration ni Joahna... hehehe.. we ate our lunch at Swensens... :) [Sis salamat sa Ice cream...] ...

Noong Friday night... we had our suprise bday kay kuya jeff pascual... and dahil maaga pa akong lumabas ng office at ang suprise party ay sa baba ng office... kaya yun ikot mode ako sa Citihall... :) 9pm na kami nag-start ng surprise party... ako, si marky, jaja, kiko, reggie, & ronnie lang ang present sa surprise... :) though konti lng kami... okay naman.. :) nakakatuwa kc I met yung mga ksama ko sa NCS na mga Indonesians... kumakain din cla sa labas.... :) After the surprise... sabi ni Kuya Jeff... samahan daw namin cya sa Pan Pacific.. since his GF is working there... pero ako , ronnie & reggie lang ang nakasama... the rest umuwi na... :) while waiting... jusko... inabot kami ng madaling araw... pero ang masaya dun.. dahil dun nagwowork yung gf ni kuya jeff.. 50% kami sa drinks... hehehe... :D so we ordered SAKE... :) Aba ito palang sake... eh talaga namang humahagod ang init... hahaha.. =) sorry pero di talaga ako umiinom... :D ilang shots lang kami... yung lupaypay ako s...

Friday was my 1st day in my new job... :) dami nagsasabi bakit daw ako pumayag pa ng friday... sana monday na lang... haller... kung sinabi nga nilang Thrusday night eh.. papasok na agad ako eh... hahaha... [d naman ako frustrated lumayas di ba?] Anyways, maaga ako sa new office... kaso wala akong access card kaya.. I waited for my boss... :) pero late din ang boss kaya si Kate ang sumundo sa akin... :) She's singaporean na kamukha ni ate myra (ito yung umampon sa akin noong new ako d2 sa SG)... tapos ipinakilala ako sa iba't-ibang tao... :) Guess what... taray ng aking pwesto... nasa tabi ako ng window tapos overlooking ko ang malaking fountain sa buong mundo... yung singapore flyers... yung dagat... :) as in.. sobrang perfect.. relaxing... :) Syempre unang araw... basa mode ng sankaterbang manuals... :( Lunch time... kasama ko ang buong team... hahaha... O di ba sosyalan.. :) tapos Tuesday... may lunch out... tapos Thrusday kasama na ako sa Team Building... hahaha... kaloka.....

heto ang last email ko sa NCS... :) Below yung replies nila... :) ======================== Hi Friend, Today is my last day in NCS and I just want to say: "Thank you very much for everything... but a million thanks to my DDE Family." My stay in NCS is truly a tremendous blessing for me because of you... I gained a lot of knowledge which I believe I can use as a tool for my next job (which will be started tomorrow. hehehe..) . But the most important thing that I learned during my stay in this company is a gift of friendship; truly I will treasure this gift 'til my last breath... Remember this: That you are my friend/peng you/mithrudu/kaibigan or what ever you called it... :-) I don't want to say Goodbye because for me Goodbye means forever... but rather allow me to say: Thank you & have a nice day!!! I know one day our path will cross again and I'm very much happy & proud that you're one of the reasons for everything that I have right now. You can still...

If you remember.. lagi kong tinitira ang opisina namin dito sa blog ko... hehehe... actually naiinis man ako sa opisina namin pero syempre deep inside ... I'm thankful with this company... I think if I'm not became an NCS employee... maybe until now I don't know how to use UNIX, Sybase, PVCS etc.. NCS opened a lot of doors of opportunities to me but sabi nga.. maraming nagbubukas pero sa iisang pinto ka lang pwedeng pumasok... you can't do it ng sabay-sabay... and that new door for me is UBS [Union Bank of Switzerland]. Anyways... Wednesday, our office treats me at Chinese-Indian Restaurant at Little India.. and since I'm not Indian Food lover... hehehe... syempre dapat pretend na lang na masarap... hahaha... grabe kung meron akong migraine aatakihin ako sa sobrang daming vetsin.. hahaha.. pero infairness umabot ng almost 400 ang bill namin... hehehe... salamat po sa mga officemates ko... sila ang nagbayad... hehehe... The following day... yung last day ko... sumum...

Remember this quote: "Life begins at 40.." this is popular among men.. that our lives start to kick-off when we're already reached 40 years old... hehehe... I really don't know what's the meaning of this quote since I'm too young for this... hehehe... :D But why my entry is related to this? Do you believe that my my password in our office already reached 40? hahaha... as in... something like this... sample: KOKURY040... as in... when I started at NCS... i used that password, just changing the last two digits in the end every three months... and I was amazed because it reached 40... :D Now that I already resigned... I can say that Life really begins at 40... hahaha... hope I will be having a good life in my new job... ahihihi!!! or else this popular quote is wrong...

Sometimes sa buhay natin dumarating yung time na nagagalit or naiinis tayo sa isang tao or sa mga tao, well it's a part of human emotion... but a million dollar question is: How would you handle your emotion? Last night, to be honest... nainis ako sa isang tao... I supposed na patulan yung taong yun pero one thing na natutunan ko... "Take a deep breath and release it... tapos sabay smile at sabi ko sa sarili ko na DI KO SIYA KA-LEVEL.." hahaha... =) Heto pa pala ang natutunan ko: Do not associate yourself sa mga taong magpapadami ng wrinkles mo... haller mahal ang face lifting cream ngayon noh... hehehe... [This portion is brought you by: Nugeno Men Face Lifting Cream -- With Nugeno Men Face Lifting Cream, you can now achieve the clearer, younger and radiant looking skin you've always desired!] Better to associate to the people who will make your tears bust while laughing... =) Smile lang mga katoto... life is so short... use it wisely... speak wisely... write wisely...

Alam mo ba ang ibig sabihin ng 3D2N? Well, kung tulad ko ikaw na mahilig magliwaliw... hehehe.. ibig sabihin nyan ay 3Days and 2Nights Tour... hehehe... :) Though di naman ako nag-tour this weekend pero, it's almost the same... hahaha... 3Days & 2Nights din akong di umuwi.. sobrang hectic ang schedule ko... as in... pero super enjoy naman po ako... sabi nga ito lang ang way to release yung stress at pagod sa loob ng isang linggong trabaho... (^_^). Noog Friday wala akong pasok... and since Reggie's mom ay uuwi na ng pinas ng Saturday morning... sabi ko kay mommy at Redgz, samahan ko si mommy sa kanyang last minute shopping sa chinatown... tapos sa kanila na lang ako tulog ng Friday night.. para makasama ako sa paghatid sa airport... We met around 4pm na ng Friday ni Mommy kasi naglinis muna daw siya ng bahay nila before siya umuwi ng pinas... Then pagdating namin sa Chinatown... ikot lang kami ng ilang oras at presto nakabili kami ng mga gusto ninyang mga pasalubong... Tapo...

Do you believe that God still calling the sinners in this time? During the time of old Testaments and even during the time of Jesus, if you read the Holy Bible... most of the disciples of God or the choosen disciples were sinners... Truly no one can dicipher what's in the mind of God... Sometimes I'm thinking, why God called those tax collectors, those people don't even know who is God, those people who even don't know how to speak in front of people, those people are sinners... What if God called those great people during His time... those Kings, Queens, those High Priests... etc... well, I'm just thinking... :) Anyways, I believe God still calling those sinners in this time.. why??? because why God will call those people who are good already, if they are already good???... God want's to bring everyone in His majestic Kingdom in Heaven... He's calling the sinners because He want them also one day to sing praises to Him in His Kingdom in Heaven... Last Frida...

Last Monday, it was my off [you know na ang reason di ba?? hehehe..] Pagdating ko sa house namin ng morning... wala akong ginawa kundi maglinis ng buong bahay... grabe... naubos ang inipon kong taba dun kalilinis... imagine.. I started 9am nakatapos ako ng 3pm... at maniniwala ka bang apat na plastic bag na basura ang naitapon ko... hahaha... After kong maglinis... nag-rest lang ako for a while... then layas na naman ako ng bahay... kasi merong ipinapabili sa akin si nanay paguwi ko ng pinas sa August... hehehe... :D So kailangan kong maglibot sa Chinatown para hanapin yun... Pagalis ko ng house... derecho na agad ako ng Chinatown... ikot dun ikot dito... at sa awa ng Diyos nakakita ako ng pinabibili ni nanay... teka ano ba yun??? well, SECRET yun noh!!! for adults only... hahaha... =) After Chinatown... I called Hansel, sabi ko if he wanted to watch Hellboy... aba mukhang excited ang mokong... so we decided to meet ng 6:30pm sa Vivo City.... Ikot mode ako sa Vivo kasi naghahanap ako n...

In SFC, after ng mga CLP's namin [Christian Life Program], nagkakaroon kami ng Lord's Day... actually it's a day of celebration and thanksgiving for a good harvest that we had sa aming CLP's. Last Sunday, we had our Lord's Day for those who graduated our CLP at St.Anne's Church... mind you guys.. sobrang daming on-going CLP's namin dito sa Singapore ngayon... Imagine sabay-sabay talaga... [St. Anthony, St.Theresa, Holy Trinity, St.Anne, at St. Francis] kaya sobrang kalat-kalat ang mga SFC's and CFC's ngayon dito... to attend the service... ako sa St.Anne ako nag-se-serve since every Sunday dun ako kumakanta, so after my service sa simbahan derecho ako sa CLP.. kaya whole day lagi ako sa simbahan... hehehe.. (baet ah... parang walang sungay... hahaha!!!) and since tapos na nga ang CLP dito.. heto sa Holy Trinity naman ako tulong.. :D Anyways, sobrang okay yung Lord's Day... we managed to welcome a lot of new members from St.Anne... :) at take note...

Bayaran na naman ng tax dito sa Singapore, kaya ang sakit-sakit na naman sa bulsa dahil ubos ang pera mo sa pagbabayad ng tax... hahaha... dito sa Singapore once lng ang kaltasan ng tax... kaya naman pagkinaltasan ka.. daig mo pa ang na-holdap kasama pa ang rape... hahaha... =) pero okay lang naman magbayad ng tax kasi you can see naman yung fruits ng iyong binabayaran... hehehe... Anyways... 2 weeks ago, I already received my tax assessment... wwwhhhaaa... ang laki-laki na naman... :( pero heto ang malufet... when I look below... it says na meron daw akong 20% discount... hahaha... jusko na-lost in space ako dun ah... dahil ba mukha na akong Snr.Citizen kaya meron akong discount??? bbwwwhhhahahaha... =) Well, yun lng... kahit naman pala paano merong advantage ang pagiging mukhang matanda ko.. nagkakaroon ng special discount... :D

Yesterday, I managed to escape as early as 5:30am from my work... hehehe... So I have enough time to sleep for the day!!! When I arrived at our flat, i ate one bread then checked my personal email since yahoo and other sites are not allowed in our office... Nothing so important in my mail box except from one email from someome... hehehe.. *wink* Anyways, I slept around 6am then I woke up 3pm... hehehe.. Actually I already planned my day before I slept... I wanted to go to the city since my whole week was so boring... office-house-office... my God!!! if this thing will continue for the whole month... I think I will jump from 7th floor of our flat... hahaha... [just kidding!!!] I'm rushing going to MRT Station... sabi ko mag Ang Mo Kio Station na lang ako since sabi ko para derechong City Hall ang train.. unlike kung mag-Kovan ako... baba pa ako ng Dhoby Gaught tapos transfer pa ulet ako ng mrt going to City Hall... (^_^).. I called Hansel kung asan na cya... Naku po at nag-aaddict d...

Last Night, I attended the Music Workshop dito sa SFC-Singapore... and guess what kung sino ang aming lecturer... hehehe... no other than Bro.Mike Serapio... He's the man behind sa mga kantang: HEAVEN, WIN THE WORLD etc... :) At dahil sobrang na-inspired ako... and I know God is really Good... I managed to composed my own song after the workshop at meron pang melody... =) I recorded it kaso walang pang music... as in pagkagising ko humarap agad ako sa aking laptop at mega sing agad ako... hahaha... =) Hope magustuhan po ninyo ito... For sure magiging HIT ito one day!!! *kapal* DOWNLOAD THE SONG HERE inside this room.mp3 Inside this Room By.Renie [09-July-2008] V1. Lord I’m tired and all alone I tried to smile but I can see myself alone I run at my room Sitting at one corner and cry out on my own V2. While running my thoughts And shedding my tears You came and sat beside me You embraced my wounds and hugged me, ohho!! so dearly Chorus Inside this room, You showed me that you love...

Aba aba aba!!! kaiba ito at walang entry ang lolo nyo... dahil ba busy talaga? or talagang batugan... hahaha.. =) Okay, try kong mag-compose if merong papasok sa aking mumuting utak... na sabi ng aking tatay noong ako ay bata pa... UTAK BIYA daw!!! [Biya is a kind of fish na maliit kaya maliit din ang utak... hahaha...] Ano ba ang ginawa ko recently??? Teka, noong Sunday after our SFC-Household sa bahay [they like yung niluto kong sinigang na hipon... hehehe..] I'll been thinking kung ano ang gagawin ko since Monday panggabi ako so dapat mapuyat talaga ako ng Linggo para mahaba ang tulog ko... Anyways, I tried to call some of my friends and ironically lahat sila ay di pwede... kaloka... So what I did, I took subway train all the way to HarbourFront para makapunta ako ng Vivo City... Noong nasa Vivo City na ako, I dropped by sa Singtel kasi gusto ko ng palitan ang aking O2mini na Cellphone.. imagine naka two years sa akin itong phone ko... hahaha... sabi ko noon ipapalit ko dito ...

Last week, I attended the SFC-Discovery Weekend.. it was held at Harris Hotel, Batam Indonesia... Actually, hinati-hati kami sa limang group which is yung ang mga talks.. 1.) Purpose 2.) Passion 3.) Pain 4.) Power 5.) Pleasure And I belong to Purpose Team.. hehehe... :) nakakatuwa lang kasi sobrang kulang-kulang kami sa practice... imagine Friday night kami nakabuo ng cheering and yung presentation namin ng saturday night as in walang practice at all... hahaha... =) Anyways, ako lang naman ang cheerleader ng aming group... oks yun kasi sigaw lang ng sigaw... hahaha...since di naman kalambutan ang katawan ko para sumayaw sa Cheer Praise Competition.. hahaha.. =) Eh dahil malakas ang boses ko kaya Go lang ako... hahaha... After our practice for Cheer Praise at Toa Payoh... we headed to Sis.Cathy's place in Farrer View which is near at Harbour Front where we going to take ferry going to Indonesia... hehehe... Actually ilan lang kami, si JM (new member from SFC-Phils) siya ang kasama k...

Remember Tita Ely? she's Reggie's Aunt na nakasama namin sa Malaysia... Actually nakabalik na siya sa Pinas after her holiday here in SG. Last time umuwi si Poy sa Pinas to settle some personal things sa kanila... and Tita Ely asked him to bring some "pasalubong" pabalik ng Singapore... hehehe... Mommy [Reggie's Mom] called me one day... sabi nya sa kanila na daw ako umuwi after ng office ko since nagluto daw siya ng monggo for dinner kasi may pasalubong daw si Tita Ely sa akin... hehehe... sabi ko... Mommy, late na ako makakalabas ng office at saka wala po akong dalang damit... Sabi ni mommy, kasi dapat magdala ka na lang ng extra mong brief everyday para if ever dito ka matulog hiram ka na lang ng damit kay Reggie... hahaha... tama nga si Mike, iwanan ko na ang ibang damit ko sa kanila... or bakit kaya di na lang ako bumili ng sariling cabinet ko dun at iwan ang gamit ko dun... hahaha... =) Anyways, the following day, I brought my stuffs as usual, nakitulog ulet...

I already posted here that I already resigned with my current work in NCS as Production Support for Citibank N.A. [ASPAC].. After more than three years atlast there's a company that is willing to hire me... hahaha... =) I know it's an answered prayer for me... God know's how much I really wanted to serve to Him thru SFC-Community here in Singapore but due to my schedules: 1.) I already dropped my schedules as Psalmist (singing Responsorial Psalms) in St.Anne's and my attendance in Choir is ON and OFF. 2.) I joined a choir in St.Theresa's Church as well every Saturday evening but I dropped it also... 3.) Some of my SFC-Household schedules, I need to cancel due to my schedules as well... Anyways, I prayed to Him that if He gave me a new job... the Salary should be okay and there's no evening and weekends shifts.. :) I got a series of interviews from different companies... Last time I been expecting that I will be hired at Credit Suisse after three hours of panel i...