Mode: Religious --> Missionary <--
Oist wag itaas ang kilay... aahitin ko yan... hahaha.. =) khit naman masama ang ugali ko.. kahit "paano" me kabutihan din naman akong itinatago... hahaha... (kailangan pa ng treasure map para makita ito... hahaha..)
Anyways, one of my ultimate goal in life is to enter in missionary life and serve my God to the fullest... I believe that the main reason why we are here on earth or why God created us is to prepare ourselves in a majestic worship & praises after we die... Yung tipong dawn -to- sunset endless worship to God... You just utter praises to Him... and giving yourself to woship Him... Eh, bakit wala pa ako sa missionary life or a religious life??? Wel,, it's a very complicated situation... I know God keeps knocking on my hearth but I still don't have the courage to jump in a very deep blue sea... Maybe I'm still afraid... or maybe due to some circumstances that I cannot give up...
I remember before I left Philippines, I kept crying to God... I kept asking him in so many things... After my search-in [ito yung ginagawa bago ka mag-pari] at Jesuit Seminary (Oooppsss.. my family don't know this... hahaha...) Alam mo yung feeling na you really don't want to go home... tapos you will just stay in seminary... Yun ang feeling ko that time... and I salute those brothers na kasama namin that time na hindi na umuwi... the Seminary just called the family of those brothers to informed na nasa Seminary na ang mga anak nila... How I wish I have the same courage just like them... I really touched yung sinabi during search-in: A SINNER YET CALLED... grabe... alam mo yung feeling na sobrng makasalanan ka tapos God called you to serve Him.. parang WOW... Praise God!!! Just like the apostles of God... He never called those High priests to be his apostles.. instead he called those people na sa tingin na tao are not worthy to serve Him... but God's ways are totally different from our ways... sobrang sometimes napaka-ironic or you will really think bakit kaya yun ang ginawa ng Diyos...
One day... when I have a simple sharing with my brother in our community na kasama kong mag-search-in... I cried to him (Okay, iyakin po ako... promise... until now.. i keep crying to God whener I'm down & having low spirit...) and told him that Bro, I really wanted to go to missionary life... pero I don't have courage... And God spoke to me thru him... God said..."Renie, everyday is a mission to God... It's just how you will answer God's mission to you for that day..." And I cannot for this message from God... :)
Anyways, bakit ba ito ang entry ko today?? wala lang.. I believe sometimes we need to be serious... hahaha.. though sabi nila di daw bagay sa akin... hahaha... at saka I thank God for the gift of service to me last Saturday... Guess what, I went to St.Theresa's Chruch at Tanjong Katong to attend the 6pm mass (anticipated mass for Sunday) but I can feel that God is calling me to serve in their Choir... So I stood-up and I joined their choir... hahaha... grabe praise God for the gift of service... after that service. they wanted me to go back every Saturday... :D [well, let's see if the leading of God for me is to sing there... hehehe..]
Bros.&sis... if God entrusted you any gift in your life like gift of preaching, music, healing, miracles, tongues, etc... use it... don't be affraid... God entrusted it to you because He believe in You...
Well, for all of this.. MAY GOD BE PRAISE FOREVER.... [ad majorem dei gloriam.]
~Renie~
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Anyways, one of my ultimate goal in life is to enter in missionary life and serve my God to the fullest... I believe that the main reason why we are here on earth or why God created us is to prepare ourselves in a majestic worship & praises after we die... Yung tipong dawn -to- sunset endless worship to God... You just utter praises to Him... and giving yourself to woship Him... Eh, bakit wala pa ako sa missionary life or a religious life??? Wel,, it's a very complicated situation... I know God keeps knocking on my hearth but I still don't have the courage to jump in a very deep blue sea... Maybe I'm still afraid... or maybe due to some circumstances that I cannot give up...
I remember before I left Philippines, I kept crying to God... I kept asking him in so many things... After my search-in [ito yung ginagawa bago ka mag-pari] at Jesuit Seminary (Oooppsss.. my family don't know this... hahaha...) Alam mo yung feeling na you really don't want to go home... tapos you will just stay in seminary... Yun ang feeling ko that time... and I salute those brothers na kasama namin that time na hindi na umuwi... the Seminary just called the family of those brothers to informed na nasa Seminary na ang mga anak nila... How I wish I have the same courage just like them... I really touched yung sinabi during search-in: A SINNER YET CALLED... grabe... alam mo yung feeling na sobrng makasalanan ka tapos God called you to serve Him.. parang WOW... Praise God!!! Just like the apostles of God... He never called those High priests to be his apostles.. instead he called those people na sa tingin na tao are not worthy to serve Him... but God's ways are totally different from our ways... sobrang sometimes napaka-ironic or you will really think bakit kaya yun ang ginawa ng Diyos...
One day... when I have a simple sharing with my brother in our community na kasama kong mag-search-in... I cried to him (Okay, iyakin po ako... promise... until now.. i keep crying to God whener I'm down & having low spirit...) and told him that Bro, I really wanted to go to missionary life... pero I don't have courage... And God spoke to me thru him... God said..."Renie, everyday is a mission to God... It's just how you will answer God's mission to you for that day..." And I cannot for this message from God... :)
Anyways, bakit ba ito ang entry ko today?? wala lang.. I believe sometimes we need to be serious... hahaha.. though sabi nila di daw bagay sa akin... hahaha... at saka I thank God for the gift of service to me last Saturday... Guess what, I went to St.Theresa's Chruch at Tanjong Katong to attend the 6pm mass (anticipated mass for Sunday) but I can feel that God is calling me to serve in their Choir... So I stood-up and I joined their choir... hahaha... grabe praise God for the gift of service... after that service. they wanted me to go back every Saturday... :D [well, let's see if the leading of God for me is to sing there... hehehe..]
Bros.&sis... if God entrusted you any gift in your life like gift of preaching, music, healing, miracles, tongues, etc... use it... don't be affraid... God entrusted it to you because He believe in You...
Well, for all of this.. MAY GOD BE PRAISE FOREVER.... [ad majorem dei gloriam.]
~Renie~
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